♥WANNA BITCH?

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yanny; super eighteen; blissfully attached with Ajun aka mentel
i keep my blog update whenever i can, i rant all about my life and bow down on fashionistars! i absolutely love my life. only mentel knows how clumsy, crazy, moody, stupid i am. so, i appreciate all you people who have read my blog. thank you very much. if possible do tag before you leave, but hate tagger pleaseeeeeeeee -.-"


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    • Saturday, April 26, 2008



    Lately, ive been thinking alot. and hell yeah! it wasnt the good ones. I cared, i was worried about him. All my life now depends on him. I didnt went out with my girls at all. All my mind was thinking about him and my family. No one else. SERIOUS SHIT! but all of his family and friends thought that i was controlling his life. Oh god! was it fair?

    Whenever he gathered around with his friends. All his friends was like, "Eh! nonok ah kau, Kepala NONOK lah kau, ingat nonok lah kau. maner nak ingat kiter lagi kan?" WTH! and when he said he wanted to slack, his friends' said "asal? nonok nyer pasal?." FUCK LAH! i did let him went out with his friends what?! i did okay! I'm just afraid he got brainwash by his friend and we ended up breakup.

    So just now, I decided to ask him this.
    Me; b, what if i ask for a breakup and the reasons is because i want your friends to be happy and you also merrily happy.
    He; darling jangan merepek lahh. *then he hugged me*

    but seriously lah. its really a heart pain know after what he told me about what his friends and family thinks about our relationship. i dont want him to think as if im controlling him. im just curious. look at how i control his feelings. he dont wish for me to overnight with my girlfriends. did i go when they ask me to tag along. i didnt. when he said do whatever i want to do so i went riding out with kak wanie, abg harry and he fellows, he was angry cos he dont meant what he said. -_-" tak ke pening ke aku?

    i want more like Fadilla and Aidil's relationship. they are one of a kind lah. each of their relatives know all about them. but mine is like a disaster. not really a disaster lah.. FAKE siol tuh! i dont mind him going out with his friends but just tell me where he's up to and what he's doing. :(


    thats all i ask for baby, i love you.

    11:56 PM
    rant by yanny ♥